i love you...

I really love you
though you drive me insane...
i really love you
and ill never be the same...
I really love you
and i wish youd notice me...
I really love you
but how could our love ever be...

I
I L
I LO
I LOV
I LOVE
I LOVE H
I LOVE HI
I LOVE HIM

suppose

suppose i told him
what would he say?
would he feel the same?
thats the thing i dont know...
and sometimes i wish i did.
If i could tell him it would be easier.
but im scared of a broken heart...
scared of what will happen next.
but if i could only face my fears...
and conquer all this fear...
i could tell him and he would know...
but if he liked me that would be great.
but if he didnt what would i do.
ill never know because ill never tell...

sigh...

I really like him
he likes her.
i really like him
he follows her.
I really like him
hes blind to it.
I really like him
and he doesnt know.

ORANGE

okay so oranges are my favorite fruit!!!
I'snt that cool?
orange is both a color and a fruit!
Now i think thats cool LOL
so fav colors are as follows...
#1 is blue and it always will be
#2 is green
#3 is purple
#4 is orange because its awesome!!!
So yeah that was why i talked about orange so much.
HAHAHA...

soup

i would like some tomato soup... yummy warm tomato soup.

...

stupidly hopelessly in love

today

today im feeling a lil better... but just a lil

SICK

today i am sick... and it sucks..... and i hate it....>:(

Falling

Cant
hold
on
Im slipping now...
Falling from this earth.
In too much pain
it wasnt enough to mend the lies
sewn into my heart.
or stop the tears falling from my face
and falling from this plaace.

what i gave

I gave you everything...
you threw it in my face.
I forgave you...
you threw me out of place.
I pleaded with you..
you only struck me down.
I tried to make you happy...
you only frowned.
I told that I LOVE YOU...
and finally things had changed.
And after all this waiting
and after all this want
I say three simple little words...
you said I LOVE YOU TOO.

after

After giving you my heart, you tore it up in pieces and left it on the floor. Then asked for more. So why didnt you understand when i tore your heart out of your chest and tore it up in pieces too?

BAND AID

Not even all the band-aides in the entire world could fix what youve done to my heart.

shattered

shattered heart stepping on broken lies
helpless love in your eyes
powerless and weak is all ill ever be

so i like him

okay so i liked this guy but i found out he liked someone else... so i stopped liking him and now were hanging out a lot more and i like him... and i wonder if he likes me... plus hes a freshman. oh how i hate emotions and they screw life up sometimes... tear...

sunday night

wow its another one of those sunday nights i just dont want to end...theres school tomorrow and i hate school... so yeah... but i guess the good part about is my friends and lunch time...

Confusion

So I really like him
but im kinda confused.
wether or not he likes me
i wish i knew.
i wish i could read his mind
but im not able to.
hope i can figure this out
because i know he cant.

Sedona, Arizona

so i went to sedona this week and it was amazing!!! I absoulutly love sedona and i want to go back sooooooo bad!!! you dont even know how pretty and nice it is there!!! i even got a lil darker!!! oh yeah tan!!! LOL so yeah thats whats up with me lately!!! I so do not want to go back to school. :( it will suck but its all good. im so excited for summer

New Post

hey everyone its me!!! well i havnt been on in a while but here I am. so the update...well theres nothing really. i went to Idaho for a few days and it was cold. During spring break im going out of town so thats fun... yup thats about it so bye