so?... so what? I can't even believe that you could even do that to me. You went behind my back and ruined my life! I can't even understand it. I thought you loved me. Here I was believing it all and then you just came along and ruined it. Whatever its sooo over! And now im finally free from you. For years I thought that you were the perfect guy for me. Now I see that all I am to you is your second choice. Im not going to take a backseat to your life. Im not going be some rebound girl. It's so far from over... I hope you have a good life. bye

Visit to the Family friend

So just recently I took a vacation to colorado. We went camping and now were visiting our family friends. Its kinda wierd cus thier oldest son has or at least had a crush on me. I thought the whole time driving up here what am I gonna do? This kid likes me but I dont like him back? Well turns out hes a pretty neat guy and I'm kinda falling for him...AUGH. WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO!!! Plus it seems as though one of his younger siblings has a crush on me too... We'll see how it all works out.