Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Canvas and Paint

I like to think of myself as a canvas and the things around me as paint. When you paint on a canvas you cant get rid of it. All you can do is simple paint over it and start all over. The paint in my life is what makes who I am. That even though you cant see whats there... it still is. All kinds of layers, Love, friendship, hate, torture, happiness, and so many more things that make me...me. You cant see the scars and mistakes, and you cant see the ugly stuff. However its there. I've learned from it and corrected it. Im like a painting...I cant erase my mistakes, but I can learn from them, and thats the purpose right? We all try to find our most perfect selves just as an artist paints his masterpeice. We think of beautiful art that we love and enjoy today. Those artists however did not just sit down and make it happen. Im sure they messed up and painted over thier mistakes. They created what we see today through hard work and most importantly mistakes. Think of yourself as a painting. You cant get rid of your mistakes...but you can learn from them and then truly become the most beautiful piece of art you wish your heart to be.

Monday, January 18, 2010

HMMMMM <3

So yes its finally happened my first kiss...and i thought it was never going to happen ever...sigh...it was sooo perfect...amazing...wow...sigh...well ta ta for now

Thursday, January 14, 2010

And finally my dreams are coming true...

thats pretty much all the description ill give other than he is amazing!! meaning my knight in shining armor....:D