I have many faces...
I never know which one Ill be using....
Sometimes its angry and it consumes every part of me...
till theres nothing left...
Then theres hate which eats up my entire body...
that hides the scared little girl inside...
And spite which tears me up...
into tiny little pieces...
and theres anxiety which...
makes me feel the world is against me...It rages
like a beast...
Then theres sorrow...
which makes me regret all the things ive ever done to ruin my own
and others lives....
And then theres hope...and it starts in heart and slowly
as if running through my viens like a drug...
it passes over my entire body
my heart pumping more and more until I can feel it
in my fingers and my toes and my eyes...and I can see the world in a whole new light...
but then my many faces drag me down....the feeling dissapears...
My toes and legs...dissapear
my fingers and hands and arms are no longer there
my eyes cant see anymore
my nose cant smell and
theres no taste...
Till all thats left is my heart...
and the shattered pieces of me
it hides behind...
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