Feeling....LOVED

Wow... I never thought that I would be sooo excepted!!! I mean EVERYONE talks to me and treats me like I'm a real person. I used to feel so ignored and lonely... especially in theater. Now that I've joined this new one... I've never been so happy...:] It's so amazzzing!!! I never want to leave EVER!!! Come at the end of this year I'll cry my eyes out...I love it that much. Of course MY BESTIE never ignored me and I miss her like CRAZY!!! I love it sooo much I wish she could come here to this new school with me!!! We would have the best fun!!! So I've moved on and its not that sad anymore... I miss all my rancho people like crazy too... All those hugs I used to get!! I used to walk into school and a get like tons of hugs!!! I wierd to go a day without getting a hug!!! Well anyways I just wanted to say that I'm not MISERABLE any more!!! Of course when I get permission I will tottally go over there and visit!!! Too excited for that!!! ANYWAYS!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

My senior life as i know it...

So now here it is... i'm a Senior in high school!!! IDK if its good or bad! I get out of school at noon so thats amazing!!! I'm taking two AP classes. i just auditioned for the play... thats all good. Wonder if ill get a part? i also get my drivers liscence before tooooo long and i should go find a job... Life is moving on!!!! Its kinda scary!!!!

so?... so what? I can't even believe that you could even do that to me. You went behind my back and ruined my life! I can't even understand it. I thought you loved me. Here I was believing it all and then you just came along and ruined it. Whatever its sooo over! And now im finally free from you. For years I thought that you were the perfect guy for me. Now I see that all I am to you is your second choice. Im not going to take a backseat to your life. Im not going be some rebound girl. It's so far from over... I hope you have a good life. bye

Visit to the Family friend

So just recently I took a vacation to colorado. We went camping and now were visiting our family friends. Its kinda wierd cus thier oldest son has or at least had a crush on me. I thought the whole time driving up here what am I gonna do? This kid likes me but I dont like him back? Well turns out hes a pretty neat guy and I'm kinda falling for him...AUGH. WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO!!! Plus it seems as though one of his younger siblings has a crush on me too... We'll see how it all works out.

fly with me

why the profile name change? because this song inspires me...i really love it.Its amazing. yes its by the jonas brothers there music is amazing and fly with me is not only inspiring but its also in the movie Night at the Museum 2. Anyways just look it up

Everything you said to me

Get out right now
I can’t stand the lies
I believed one too many times
I wanna see you running out that door
Don’t wanna hear you speak once more
(Chorus)
All the lies that you spread
All the things that you said
I believed in you and me.
My broken heart feels dead
After all that you said…
All lies I believed things I thought I could see.

Can’t believe that’s its over
Your love was tantalizing
But all along you were lying
Something you used as a ploy
To use my heart as a toy
Now it’s over and I wanna see you leaving
Don’t ever come back
(Chorus)

And now im standing here in the rain
Watching you leave
The tears falling from my face
I realize everything you said to me
Was all a lie and now
I’m glad to see you leaving…

fireflies and butterflies
dancing in the twilight
celebrating a new day
going thier own way
why cant we see life
the way they do...
and be greatful for each new breath