IM crying yes im crying

I have no idea whats going on in my life anymore...its so dumb that i have to hear everything from your uncle...your my best friend...if i didnt respond to a text that means i didnt get it...i have no other way to explain. I built up this wall because i never heard from you...and now im sooo bitter about it all...I have no idea how to explain it. This may be making you cry...but I've been crying, for a long time...and it sucks...i go to cheyenne and my guy best friend became my guy best friend two weeks after i met him... two weeks...and we talk everyday...but i barely hear from you ever anymore...and then i get this text that was demanding of me...that i had to go to a game i wasnt allowed to even go to! but it was sooo frustrating for me...because i wanted to..but my dad had surgery and my grandma died. then you call me and it was just awkward...i have no idea where to go from there...its just strange...just strange