what missing you did

i missed you once
i miss you still
i always have
i always will.
never realizing that you
are poisening
like a drug
i cant get enough of
setting me on all time high.
all i can think is why?
what did missing you do?
make me Love you?
Feelings i never felt before, spilling out more and more
taking me away driving me insane
carrying someone ive never been,
out here lost and on my own.
drowning in what missing you did...